...one more term = three and a half months. Wow! I can't believe I will be getting my Masters in Public Health...and I still think I know nothing?? Gosh what am I going to do when I'm asked something pertaining to public health? Oh well...wing it...I love this term even though I haven't really done anything...just the classes I am taking are so awesome, with awesome profs...I just can't believe I will be convocating! On another note, I am going to Hawaii with one of my best friends/sister in the world. She is taking her MSW and we both feel we deserve this break for ourselves as a treat for our hard work. I love her so much. She has been my rock and never judged me. She is my soul sister. We are so excited for our trip in May! OOOOOOOOOhhhh and I am going to be a KOKOM! (Grandmother in Cree). I am so in love with my soon-to-be grandchild in April. I think of him/her all the time and just can't wait to see noosim (my grandchild in Cree).
As for work? Well I have been working on a thematic analysis for this new employer that I signed on with to work part-time. I do not feel motivated to work for my other employer I have been working for since 2006. I think like I have not been able to advance in my skills in any aspect of this position. I think it is a dead-end job and do not want to contribute anymore. I just don't know how to let go.
As for my love life? I am back with my girlfriend and we do not plan to get married. I actually don't mind even though I have my wedding dress downstairs in my room. I don't know how to feel about that? Hmmmm what's at the bottom of the lack of feeling? Gosh I don't know. But I do love my girlfriend, she is my best friend and I will leave it at that.
My kids are all ok, I guess? Been having some difficulties raising my sons. My oldest is being a bully to the younger ones and I don't like it. I wish my dad would spend more time with him. I could ask some of my uncles if they would help me by them being a role model to him? He is quiet and does not care if he sees his dad or not. I know he has anger towards his dad for not being active in his life. I know he is angry for having to take the male role in the family at a young age. My younger sons really look up to him. I wonder how one could initiate a program for single moms with young boys? They need consistent role models.
Well I have to get back to work and school...reading reading and more reading...until we meet again.,..
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