I have so much papers that I need to work on...I will use this to organize myself...
Interdisciplinary Public Health
HIV-AIDS Report (10 pages) A control and prevention intervention that could better manage HIV-AIDS in Saskatchewan.
Due Nov 15
Aboriginal Public Health
A class presentation on what program(s) would assist First Nations peoples to become successful.
Due: Nov. 15
Public Health Program Planning and Evaluation
A class presentation on cost-effective analysis
Due: Nov 17
A class presention and report regarding the Food Bank. (A community needs assessment)
So far I completed a draft idea of what programs could assist First Nations people. I am doing reading on HIV and what has helped in the control and prevention. I do like my classes....I just feel a bit overwhelmed. I need money for Christmas and I have applied for a part-time job. I start Wednesday. I just want to finish my assignments. I am off to BC tomorrow for our final research meeting. I really enjoy working with Raven. I really love meeting the women at Splatisin. I hope we get to meet again soon.
So this is my academic/work life. Now my home/family life???
Well I have not left my home for the past three days. I am feeling like a hermit at times. I don't want to see anyone and I just want to stay home. I know I should not isolate myself but right now I feel like staying home. I gave "her" the ring and she took it off and put it on her necklace. That really hurt. I thought she would wear it on her finger where I put it. But I guess she doesn't want to right now. There is still some insecurities we need to work out. I know she is not so sure about me and I know get insecure with her but I keep telling myself I am important and special. If she can't see that then there is only one choice that I have to make. But I am hoping she will see that I want to be with her and that I want to make a life with her. I want to move to my new house already. I want to make it a home for my kids and grandkids. My grandbaby will bless my world next year. I better get back to my papers. I needed to vent a little. I love this blogging. I can vent and organize my thoughts. I don't want to hide who I am or be ashamed of anything. I plan to be very open and honest in this blog. Till next time....
