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Friday, September 30, 2011

Loneliness

Dealing or trying not to deal with this emotion called loneliness. Hate how sad it makes me feel. I am missing the butterflies in my belly when I am on my way home to her. I'm missing the texts we share and how happy she was when I was coming home. I miss being greeted by her at the airport. I miss it all. I hate being lonely. How do I stop being lonely without self-destructing? It's so easy to resort to self-destruction but I know I will feel a hell of a lot worse if I do....break ups suck!