moving on....ahead....with resistance...but I am moving...

wow what a busy family allowance day...Tana and Cody got their Halloween costumes today...they are so funny to hang around with...I love my kids...My lovie pooh babysat for me...the little ones...I need to work on my midterm tomorrow all day...it is due Friday...oh and a package from Hong Kong came in the mail today...to the small town of Duck Lake post office...now the whole town is talking about it ;) Its beautiful...sterling silver...with a diamond...sad but its pretty on my finger...think i will just keep it...I guess I should give context to the Hong Kong ring...I was engaged...and it didn't work out...I am waiting for my wedding dress to come in too....I had it specially made for me...Its sad...cause I know I will never get married...I guess its just the way it is...I can say I came close...but I am moving forward and I need to force myself to keep looking ahead...I can't get anywhere if I keep walking back...right?